fuck kallyn this is the hardest time of my life

There isn't a hour in a day that I don't think of you. I'm so fuck up I know that I can't be with you but, you are all I can think about. your the most exciting woman that I have ever been with You excite beyond my intelligence. It makes my head hurt and my heart bleed. I wish I never sent that text. I have done nothing but cry every night for you. I long to hold you in my arms I feel like I cannot live with out you by my side. I'm so so so so sorry I Love you Kali with ever being of my existence. I wish I wish I wish

I promise but its so hard

Babe I'm leaving
I must be on my way
The time is drawing near
My train is going
I see it in your eyes
The love, the need, your tears
But I'll be lonely without you
And I'll need your love to see me through
So please believe me
My heart is in your hands
I'll be missing you

'Cause you know it's you babe
Whenever I get weary
And I've had enough
Feel like giving up
You know it's you babe
Giving me the courage
And the strength I need
Please believe that it's true
Babe, I love you

Babe, I'm leaving
I'll say it once again
And somehow try to smile
I know the feeling we're trying to forget
If only for awhile
'Cause I'll be lonely without you
And I'll need your love to see me through
Please believe me
My heart is in your hands
'Cause I'll be missing you
Babe, I love you
Babe, I love you
Ooooh, Babe