fuck kallyn this is the hardest time of my life

There isn't a hour in a day that I don't think of you. I'm so fuck up I know that I can't be with you but, you are all I can think about. your the most exciting woman that I have ever been with You excite beyond my intelligence. It makes my head hurt and my heart bleed. I wish I never sent that text. I have done nothing but cry every night for you. I long to hold you in my arms I feel like I cannot live with out you by my side. I'm so so so so sorry I Love you Kali with ever being of my existence. I wish I wish I wish